bad situation i know...
i guess i'm more like agnostic now...
um... idk wat to do. my friends at church are all pissed at me now. i need major help please?

now when u say u dont believe in him, u dont believe he's real????? or u dont believe he helps? like he just sits there on his high throne laughing at our problems?????? and plus, its kinda obvious ur going thru a hard time, it wasnt rite for your friends to react in that way, u need help and advice, to b prayed for, not to b accused.......

um... yea...
like idk if he's real or not at all.
and to me he doesn't help ppl at all
all he does is dump ppl on the side of the road and do shit for ppl, well, that's how i feel.

May I ask why you don't anymore? I would ask that you please look at your own thread from last year, the one about how your friend and God helped you reject the idea of suicide. How you felt at hearing Stellar Kart's song "Me and Jesus." And remember how much earnest you were in helping anyone with your words in that thread? I just want you to know, I will gladly pray for you. Oh, and please see the message I left for you in your thread "cutting".

God bless

- Rory "JesusFreak89"

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oh bee...
you need to serch out- you need help, your friends at church shoudve helped you
the reason why God "leaves" is because truly? have you grown away from him? God tests you, its because he wants to use you more. If you can't handle whats going on now- how in the world can you handle what his future hold for you? Its called the religious rollar coster that so many people go on, and they only praise him in the good times, and when the bad times comes they think that God's left him. Really honestly if you wanna talk- email me elle1457@yahoo.com Honestly i know where your at- your thinking 'wheres god at, i used to be so close to him, what has happened?'
ill leave with this "we are not of those who shrink back and are destroyed, but of those who stand and are saved" Hebrews 39:4