hmmm so yea. i know i'm not on here very much, but if anyone still uses thing thing anymore, you should say something or do something lol.

i've changed a lot lately... went from never having a boyfriend, to getting one, having a first kiss, and ugh... something else bad.

through this hardship, i've laid on God. i've put all of my weight on him, becuase i know i can't do anything on my own. God has been helping me a lot and i know he's the most important person in my life. i'm trying to change it around to get it to be for him.

it's been an up and down roller coaster ride since i've been on this stellar kart forum. i went from suicide, to cutting, to boys (ugh! lol), to not believing in god, to leaning on him the most. i know getting everything out of there and written down helps me. i'm telling you, if you ever need someone to talk to, hit me up! text me, email me or something, get it out of ur body!!

thanks for everything ppl have done on here! the little bit of info i get does help. thank you=]

I wanna thank you for posting this, it is so very uplifting! After reading some of your previous posts, I tried to remember you in my prayers each night. It is so encouraging to hear what God has done for you, I'm happy for you! Thanks again for giving us an update, God bless!

yaya ur welcome! and thanks for the prayer=] but there are other people out there who need it more than i do. i've changed for the better and i'm freaking stiked about it!
haha my friend came up with that work, stiked. it's like a mix between stoked and excited =P
but yea, i've been dealing with more things that are hard, but i've given up trying to carry things by myself. god's a freak, not a bad freak a good freak. he listens to everyone and helps everyone. it's crazy, i would never be able to do it, but i guess that's why god is who he is and i'm not god=P