ok.... so yea i cut myself 8/3/08. it's been one week.
it's like the hardest thing i did, plus the stupidest thing! it sucks cuz now everytime i look at my wrist, it sucks, i remember the pain i was in, and i remember the stupidity i had.
now, i'm really really wishing i didn't, cuz i'm gonna have a scar for the rest of my life.
i just wanna know like how to recover from all this crap!
idk, this maybe such a redundant topic, but idk, i need help, definately NOT professional cuz i don't want that.
so... if you have anyhing, shoot, that would be cool, if not, whatever, i don't really care

dude why the heck would u cut yourself? that might b the stupidest thing uve ever done. but anyway the only thing i can think of is pray because God wil always listen to u and he'll forgive andforget so dnt worry. but seriously if u were tryin to fit in or something that wasnt a good idea.

aaawww you sound so help less but no worries god will ease your pain you will pull through you just need to believe.

i still struggle with that. I remember all of it.. my friend told me my arms looked horrible. And my parents have never noticed anything. but God has helped me.
Ive been cut free for 2 months. You can do it. its hard to let go of it. just pray and pray

listen to the song how she feels by between the trees.

the way she feels that is a very good song nice idea
also watch the video for it.

oh yeah it is so amazing!

READ THIS BEE:
no- this is not a redundant topic, its an important issue in the world today, and 1 in 3 kids our age go through some type of self-mudalation (such as cutting)
okay first of all- dont you dare ever yell at anyone for cutting themselfs...and if you do you truly dont understand why ppl do it- and if shes crying to us for help, we should be the ones to support her.
and just telling us isnt gonna help, cause we dont really really know you...find one friend you trust, one adult that you trust- ive been through this with my friend and yeah it works
talk to anyone someone, find a journal- write in it, express yourself...find ur outlet, my friends was drawing...call that person whenever you are feeling come up
pray, talk to God- have a relationship with him, with him you can literally overcome anything- my friend was on the suicidal and together with God we over came and shes livin strong today...go to towriteloveonherarms.com the story is amazing
and i immediatly thought once i read that you said i'll have these scars forever...maybe thats your reminder to yourself everytime you look at your scar to remind you what you came from, what you can overcome...

wow you should give speeches on the revolve tour!

i did it again idk what i was thinking..

cutting sucks >.<

speaking at revolve tour- awesome...but seriusly i luv ppl, i luv talking and helping ppl
hawkroxx girl...do have myspace? email? anything i can talk to you on?

you could pm her on the new message board

com2.runboard.com/bstellarkart

yeah i have both lol
whats your myspace url?

just serch elle1457, mines on privite
my url is myspace.com/elle1457
i just requested bee- so you can probly get hers off of mine
yeah and just message me whenever you need to talk- comment me...my emails elle1457@yahoo.com (figures, lol)

and add hawkrocks to your request so i know its you

im friends with bee already ill add you.

i thaught your email was faith 1457 not elle.

faith was my old one...i use the elle more now (since its my myspace email) plus i completly forgot the password to it...

kay i added ya

oh.. um today i deleted my account.. so yeah..