ohk...well yea the last post i did wuz again bout how i ever log on...hmmmmm.....lol.....but yea in there i complained about my exbf Paul.....well i am happy to say that i am completely over him!!!!! not one once of that old fire for him is left...im still friends wit him.....but i do have a new bf, and he is the most amazing guy on the face of this dear earth. i am the luckiest person alive for having him!!!!!! we have sooo much in common, and hes constantly saying things that absolutely melt my heart!!!!!! ive never loved anyone as much as i love him!!!!! thats rite, not even paul....paul wuz like a kidergarden playground crush compared to the way i feel about Alex.......yea thats his name, Alex......hes awesome......he plays guitar, and is absolutely amazing at it...he plays trumpet in the school band also.....he loves music and wants to go into a career for it. hes so amazing i believe he has a real chance for it.....but yea...the only bad thing???? my rents want to move to seattle over the summer....and if my stepdad cant get his transfer by the summer, wed move as soon as possible......it broke my heart to tell Alex bout it......i hated to see his reaction.....it hurt so bad...and i no it hurt him soooo much too........but we are soo close, i can tell him anything, and he can tell me anything......ha, and apparently we're one of the four frontrunners for the cutest couple of the sophmore class at our high school......lol.....but yea we talk so much and are so close, we say and think the same things all the time......like one of our friends will b txtn both of us, and well say the same exact thing word for word bout something they say, witout even knowing it......its kinda cool.....but yea....we have grown so close over the two months weve been going out...and i dont see us stopping any time soon......i love him so much......and just to let u no.....the most i have done wit him is a couple quick kisses......tho i love him so much, unless he gives me a nice preety wedding ring once were old enough, i dont plan on giving him everything...if u no wat i mean.....my mind may b clouded wit love, but i still have my firm opinions and beliefs about marriage......and, he believes the same so i dont have to worry bout him pressuring me into anything.......gosh, he i amazing........i cant believe ive ever loved anyone else......its like ive known him my whole life and he was always there.......*sigh*......he is....im gonna say it agaain...amazing...bc he is......love is amazing.........and i love God and am so thankful he gave Alex to me...and me to Alex......idk wat i did to deserve someone as awesome as Alex, but i am so glad i did watever it was, bc there is no way i got Alex by doing nothing, i had to do something to deserve him, bc he's just so amazing that there is no way im deserving of him.........
"im not a wanna-be but who i wanna be and i intend to be how you created me" - Hawk Nelson Friend Like That
One of the joys of life is bubbles..... LOTS AND LOTS OF BUBBLES!!!!! HAHAHA!!!! *crazy laughter*
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hm....thx.... and im sure ull find the rite guy soon.....just takes patience!!!!! trust me......it took me a yr after Paul to find Alex.....hm almost exactly a yr......yea but omce u find him, all the waiting is worth it!!! ^.^
"im not a wanna-be but who i wanna be and i intend to be how you created me" - Hawk Nelson Friend Like That
One of the joys of life is bubbles..... LOTS AND LOTS OF BUBBLES!!!!! HAHAHA!!!! *crazy laughter*
Posts: 945 | Location: I am currently where I am!!!! :) | Registered: Sat June 30 2007
yea it is really frustrating. all the guys i like and i'm like well maybe something will happen... my heart gets ripped out everytime. so i feel like i'm not gonna know when the right person comes along lol i'll accidentally push them away or something...
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