Hey everyone. It's shmee...I have missed you all so much..think of each and every one of you all the stinking time!..

Navy life has been off to a rough start. Was supposed to be in boot camp by now...but, SOMEONE...(not sure who) seemed to have misplaced my Socieal Security card...and SUPRISE, you can't get into boot camp without it. So anyways, my date got pushed back yet again - so now it's April 19th...but I'll be leaving the 18th...

Soooooo...little nervous about that.

The other thing is that I came into the room about a half hour ago and found my sister sobbing in this strange way that I had never heard her cry before. I had no idea what was wrong. Come to find out, a boy that my sister and I went to daycare with and who is in her grade, committed suicide today...

I'm still trying to digest it...so many thoughts run through your mind at a time like this...

Kerrie just kept saying "I saw him just today, I saw him walk past me after his girlfriend broke up with him..." They were both in 10th grade.


Pray for his family if you think of it..and also...there are so many hurting young people out there...So much pain, and so much hopelessness...Pray that they see the hope before it's too late like it was for him...his name was Cameron if you want to pray for him..

Thanks